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| Wednesday, October 22, 2008 |
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 it's my 450th post and i cannot believe that i am actually switching to livejournal. i'm still trying to make myself like livejournal. yeah, tryinggg. hahaah.
http://belltells.livejournal.com
well, it'll be locked most of the time i think. i ain't trying to hide from anyone so don't worry! haha! :] in the meantime, i'll leave this blog here for me to update myself on the links. |
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| ♫ fell in love at 9:45 PM |
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| Tuesday, October 21, 2008 |
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you could never imagine how disturbed and how afraid i am now.. i've got totally no idea how am i going to sleep tonight.
on a side note, today was not a happy day. i hope i would not be feeling the same way tomorrow. yes, upset is the word to describe me now. bye, i'm going to bed early tonight.
but now i am left with a spark.
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| ♫ fell in love at 8:56 PM |
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| Saturday, October 18, 2008 |
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ytd's match with overseas family school was rough. by the first half, my upper lip was bleeding and my hand were full of scratches. most of them were japanese and they don't cut their nails for dunno what reason. my dad weren't even caring enough! he said i chose it and i cannot complain..
i dreamt of something very scary today.. that's why i can come here and blog early in the morning! it was gross. i dreamt of murder, explosions, glass shattering, stabbing, police... wah, i didn't expect that i can be that creative enough to think of something like that! but crap, it was really a terrifying experience.
well well, today is a lonely, lonely saturday. one more day to go. nonetheless, i can attend a wedding dinner tmr night. WEE. :))
i wish I could let you know
how much you touch my life |
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| ♫ fell in love at 10:08 AM |
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| Thursday, October 16, 2008 |
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hees. i think this skin describes me most. agree ah! hurhur. :) i had a hard time trying to stay focus throughout the gp lesson. i kept dozing off like no one's business! but u know, mrs chua is scary and i am afriad that she would chase me out of the class if she finds out that i've been sleeping in her class.. whew.
released at 12.30 today since there's no chemistry tut. =D had lunch with ds, kenny, wx, jp, nette, doris, belin and xh. damn funny bunch of classmates. hahaa. the whole table was full of laughters. was talking to junpei about her name and mine. i was saying that next time we got to be really careful if we were to choose names for our kids. haha. cos one slight twist in the name would make a lot of difference in the person's height. ( mine is pei-jun while hers was jun-pei). hahah.. and we laughed hysterically throughout. junpei's expression was damn funny! and i don't know why the hell we landed on the topic of ghosts. oh my god, it's really damn scary and i am wondering hw am i going to stay alone in my room tonight..
i'm going to spend my weekends alone. boo. :(
get over and done with.
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| ♫ fell in love at 6:58 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 15, 2008 |
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urgh. i lost the bet that i made with judy lim today. zzz. i thought the AIS wasn't as strong. really. i wasn't really gasping for air throughout the whole game. whatever. big disappointment.
got a call from someone again. it was hard trying to act normal when you know for the fact that everything has changed. i still act out as normal as i could. i wasn't being fair to anyone..
uh. my life is in a mess. secrets, secrets and more secrets.
Just hold me now
And try to understand that |
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| ♫ fell in love at 9:19 PM |
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| Tuesday, October 14, 2008 |
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watched "house bunny" tgt with oliver last saturday. hahaha! it was really a hilarious and heartfelt tale of female empowerment. except for some dirty parts that obviously i couldn't understand cos everyone was laughing while i was there quiet. so u know something was wrong laaa (i'm too pure!). after which wnt changi for popeye chicken! OMG. o.O it was really mouth watering. hahaha. probably because my stomach was GROWLING (yes judy, i got it right this time!) and everything just tasted delicious at that point of time! :)
i didn't get the chance to watch the slingers match. my mum woke me up really early on sunday morning to go to melacca. i was really angry la. the reason wasn't because i don't wanna go but the trip to and fro is going to be very long! imagine having to sit inside the car for 3 hours from sg to melacca. zzz. on top of that, i wasn't going to stay overnight there! otherwise i'll be the first to volunteer! i love hotels okay!
luckily the trip turned out fine. my mum gave in to whatever i wanna eat and where i wanna go! HAHA. after which she went to this place called "jonker walk" where theres full of heritage stuffs and some very traditional shops. i was perspiring like shit and i think u all will understand the feeling right. especially when you haven't bathe in the morning. yuck.
shall post the pictures up once i get the camera from my dad.
the match ytd was so tense la. oliver's team nearly won! they just lost by one more ball! iris and me were so anxious while watching the match. weird ah, we weren't even playing but we were so nervous that we just can't rest our butts on the bench! the score was fluctuating and we kept walking around to check on the scores. hahahaha. we were behaving like some cartoons laaa.
I wish this could last forever |
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| ♫ fell in love at 9:27 PM |
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| Saturday, October 11, 2008 |
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on my way to understand different kinds of people.
if i were to say injustice, it wasn't entirely it. and if i were to say that people don't understand, it wasn't entirely that too. i never felt so angry this year except if you were to count in those quarrels with my parents.
i
am
damn
fucking
angry.
i'm full of words yet i'm feeling so bottled up. i'm so going to lash it out to any unfortunate people.
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| ♫ fell in love at 8:31 AM |
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